08.04.03
10:24 a.m.
ack ack ack


so things are all jumbled and rumbled and bumbled this week. the minute i hung up the phone i felt this sudden urge to pick it back up again and dial and dial and dial and dial. the thing is it was all my idea, my great big plan at finding happiness. truly i've just been wallowing in the void of the nothingness. wallow, now there's a word.

i guess i'll just vent all my frustration toward the S/A daycare kids today. i dread going in so much my stomach feeling sick.

i just woke up from a dream where i lost my bottom front tooth. a whole bunch of other loose teeth were in my hand as i was trying to ride my bike with no brakes in some massive race. i kept running into people because i couldn't slow down. i didn't want to say 'sorry' to anyone i was running into because they would have seen the space in my mouth were the tooth was supposed to go.

analyze that

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